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Friday, November 9, 2007

CHaNGeS

"Life as we know it can happen so quickly,
change in the blink of an eye.
Unlikely friendships can blossom ...
Important careers can be tossed aside ...
A long lost hope can be rekindled.
Still, we should be grateful for whatever changes life throws at us,
Because all too soon the day will come ...
When there are no changes left."

Thursday, November 1, 2007

The Perfect Couple

"Have you met the perfect couple ...
The two soul mates, whose love never dies?
The two lovers, whose relationship is never threatened?
The husband and wife, who trust each other completely?

If you haven't met the perfect couple ...
Let me introduce you.
They stand at top of layer of buttercream frosting.

The secret of their success?

For starters,
They don't have to look at each other."

Wednesday, October 31, 2007

Happiness

"From the moment we wake up in the morning till our head hits the pillow at night, our lives are filled with questions. Most are easily answered and soon forgotten.
But some question are much harder to ask, because we're so afraid of the answer.
And what happens when we ask ourself the hard question and get the answer we'd been hoping for?
Well, that's when happiness begins."

Saturday, October 27, 2007

When U're Gone



I always needed time on my own
I never thought I'd need you there when I cry
And the days feel like years when I'm alone
And the bed where you lie is made up on your side

When you walk away I count the steps that you take
Do you see how much I need you right now

[Chorus]
When you're gone
The pieces of my heart are missing you
When you're gone
The face I came to know is missing too
When you're gone
The words I need to hear to always get me through the day and make it ok
I miss you

I've never felt this way before
Everything that I do reminds me of you
And the clothes you left, they lie on the floor
And they smell just like you, I love the things that you do

When you walk away I count the steps that you take
Do you see how much I need you right now

[Chorus]

We were made for each other
Out here forever
I know we were, yeah
All I ever wanted was for you to know
Everything I'd do, I'd give my heart and soul
I can hardly breathe I need to feel you here with me, yeah

[Chorus]


"Uh-huh! Also this song:
[When you're gone, The pieces of my heart are missing you ...]"

P.S. I Miss You -->> Dedicated 2 "ELV"

Shadow of the Day




Linkin Park Lyrics
Shadow of the Day Lyrics

"In love with this song this lately ... so deep! Reminds me of that someone ..."

Tuesday, October 9, 2007

TruST

I've never believed in the red thread.
I thought fate was something to grab.
At an incredible speed it winds around.
I've become tired of this world,
even though I've searched for the hand that will save love.

I want it to arrive. Sometime, when
I found myself through you,
from that day I felt like I could get much stronger.
Because I can be proud of myself,
I don't want to give up and
I waved goodbye at my troubling past.
I've learned for the first time
what is most important.

I feel like I've hurt you by
being lost about being by your side.
Somewhere I falsely learned
what true happiness is.
I'm going to stop paying attention to what others say.

The eternity in which I move closer
to your lips is something i've never seen, but
if it's us two, I think we can believe it
because we're not alone anymore.
Love doesn't have to end for everyone
like a long night finally breaking into dawn
I believe in myself, take one step forward,
and I feel like I can go anywhere.

By "Genevieve" dedicated to me (again) : "Believe in urself & God!"

Endless Sorrow

What if you're alone
and suddenly become blind,
and what if despite that
you kept walking forward?

Come here, take my hand

If you've only got
one wing...
Even if I only have
one wing left...

What if there was
nothing to believe in,
and what if all that's left
is despair?

Please, hear my prayers

in this era overflowing
with wingless angels.

If you are left
with no wings...
I still have one
wing left, so...
Together... together...

By "Genevieve" dedicated to me : "Be strong, Sweetheart..!"

Saturday, September 15, 2007

"The new Euro language"

The European Union commissioners have announced that agreement has been reached to adopt English as the preferred language for European communications, rather than German, which was the other possibility. As part of the negotiations, Her Majesty's Government conceded that English spelling had some room for improvement and has accepted a five-year phased plan for what will be known as EuroEnglish (Euro for short).

In the first year, "s" will be used instead of the soft "c". Sertainly, sivil servants will resieve this news with joy. Also, the hard "c" will be replaced with "k". Not only will this klear up konfusion, but typewriters kan have one less letter.

There will be growing publik emthusiasm in the sekond year, when the troublesome "ph" will be replaced by "f". This will make words like "fotograf" 20 per sent shorter.

In the third year, publik akseptanse of the new spelling kan be expekted to reach the stage where more komplikated changes are possible.

Governments will enkorage the removal of double letters, which have always ben a deterent to akurate speling. Also, al wil agre that the horible mes of silent "e"s in the languag is disgrasful, and they would go.

By the fourth year, peopl wil be reseptiv to steps such as replasing "th" by z" and "w" by v

During ze fifz year, ze unesesary "o" kan be dropd from vords kontaining "ou", and similar changes vud of kors be aplid to ozer kombinations of leters.

After zis fifz yer, ve vil hav a reli sensibl riten styl. Zer vil be no mor trubls or difikultis and evrivun vil find it ezi tu understand ech ozer.

Ze drem vil finali kum tru!

"Why is the world keep going complicated?! $&#@!%&*#$%* ... "

Thursday, September 13, 2007

Quality of Life

Quality of life, it's not about material (wealth - how much money u've got, how rich u are), honer, great status, & empowerment. Quality of life is the essence in ur life; of what u really seek for in this life; the real meaning, the real purpose of what u've been searching for in ur entire life (what u really want!).

People who got the quality of their life : appreciate their life, enjoy n living their life well, get the real happiness from deep inside their heart (not a fake one!).

Quality of life doesn't mean having wealth, power, or intelligence. It's matter of how much u appreciate ur life, how much love u give and receive from others, and how much the joy n happines u've got from it.

Happiness, Freedom, Wealth, Status n Power...
Which one do u chooose?

Sunday, September 9, 2007

Deja Vu

Ever have deja vu? Now this is the explanation:

It's an eerie experience that just about everyone has had more than once:
you walk into a room or find yourself in a conversation, and suddenly you have the overwhelming sense--even though you know it's impossible-- that you've been here before. Psychologists call it déjà vu--"already seen," in French--but despite the phenomenon's universal familiarity, no one has offered a convincing explanation for why it happens.

But the mystery may have been solved, by a team of neuroscientists at MIT's Picower Institute for Learning and Memory. Researcher Thomas McHugh and several colleagues have uncovered a specific memory circuit in the brains of mice that is probably the cause of this weird sensation, which turns out to be a sort of memory-based analogue of an optical illusion. Although neuroscientists have realized for some time that memory is made up of many different components-- long and short term, episodic (that is to say, memories of events) and fact based, and that it takes place in different parts of the brain--McHugh' s research, first reported in the online edition of Science, adds another intriguing clue to the phenomenon.

McHugh and his team were trying to untangle the neurological circuitry of the hippocampus, a region of the brain where new memories are formed. Neuroscientists know memories are actually groups of brain cells linked by especially strong chemical connections; recalling a memory involves finding and activating a specific group. It's important for the brain to know some memories are similar to each other- The pleasure of eating raspberries is much like that of eating strawberries, for example. But it's also important to be able to distinguish memories that are similar but not identical--eating another kind of red berry could make you sick. This ability is known as pattern separation.

McHugh's senior colleague Susumu Tonegawa, a Nobel laureate for his work on the genetics of immunity, had uncovered a related mechanism, called pattern completion, several years ago. That enables you to retrieve complete memories based on just a single cue--for example, the question "Did we go to school together?"
He and McHugh suspected, based on this earlier work, that they could identify the specific gene that regulated pattern separation. So they used genetic engineering to create a mouse without this crucial gene and devised an experiment to test the hypothesis. The mice were guided into a box where they would get a mild foot shock; they would react by freezing. Then they were guided into a very similar box with no shock. The altered mice would freeze in the safe box as well, and it took them a long time to figure out the difference. Normal mice figured it out pretty quickly. It's also this circuit, the scientists are convinced, that explains déjà vu. Every so often, they believe, the pattern-separation circuit misfires, and a new experience that's merely similar to an older one seems identical. "It doesn't happen very often to most people," Tonegawa says. Intriguingly, some people with epilepsy have this experience all the time. "Epileptic seizures involve random firing of neurons in the temporal lobes, which include the
hippocampus, " he says, and that could scramble the circuit.

But people with epilepsy-induced déjà vu usually don't experience the same
disturbing eeriness that's so common in others. And that difference supports
McHugh and Tonegawa's theory as well. "We suspect that the strange feeling
comes from a conflict between two parts of the brain," Tonegawa says. "The
neocortex is aware of the fact that you've never been in a situation before.
The hippocampus is telling you that, yes, you have." As basic research scientists, Tonegawa and McHugh don't claim that their work will lead to a drug or therapy--not yet. And if it does, nobody is likely to focus on déjà vu, a mere side effect of memory. But a fuller understanding of how the hippocampus works could lead to the creation of a drug that strengthens the pattern-recognition circuit, which could help people overcome fearful memories that are triggered by associations with a
familiar-seeming place (like a dentist's office). Of course, if you strengthen the circuitry too much, you might get the opposite illusion: jamais vu, in which you get the eerie feeling that you've never been in a situation before even though you know otherwise.

"What a confusing explanation! (Kebanyakan bahasa ilmiahnya soalnye - bahasa tingkat tinggi booo! LOL.
But anyway, Thanx to Billy. N, for this nice article."

Saturday, September 8, 2007

Don't Stop Dancing - by Creed



At times life is wicked and I just can't see the light
A silver lining sometimes isn't enough
To make some wrongs seem right
Whatever life brings
I've been through everything
And now I'm on my knees again

But I know I must go on
Although I hurt I must be strong
Because inside I know that many feel this way

[Chorus:]
Children don't stop dancing
Believe you can fly
Away...away

At times life's unfair and you know it's plain to see
Hey God I know I'm just a dot in this world
Have you forgot about me?
Whatever life brings
I've been through everything
And now I'm on my knees again

But I know I must go on
Although I hurt I must be strong
Because inside I know that many feel this way

[Chorus]

Am I hiding in the shadows?
Forget the pain and forget the sorrows

Am I hiding in the shadows?
Forget the pain and forget the sorrows

But I know I must go on
Although I hurt I must be strong
Because inside I know that many feel this way

[Chorus]

Am I hiding in the shadows?
Are we hiding in the shadows?


"Love the song. Love the lyrics... Don't you? "

Lonelyness

People afraid of dark. People afraid of snake. People afraid of rat. People afraid of spider. People afraid of shark. People afraid of high. People afraid of ... bla bla blaa.. But what's the most they're afraid of? It is lonelyness, "alone" in this world.

Lonelyness, the biggest fear of human being (i guess) in this journey called life.
Fear to know that there's noone else they can talk and share to.
Fear to know that there's noone else to love and to be loved.
Fear to know that there's noone else to take care and be taken care.
Fear to know that there's noone else could understand and see the real inside them and know how they felt.
Fear to know that there's noone else they can laugh and cry together along with.
Fear to know that they just all alone by themself.
'Coz the fact is, they need all of that to keep them "alive".

Are you afraid of lonelyness?
Or do you think you're better off alone?

Friday, September 7, 2007

Men are like ... (Hihihi... ;p)

Men are like ... Coffee
The best ones are rich, warm, full-bodied and can keep you
up all night long.

Men are like ... Cement
After getting laid, they take a long time to get hard.

Men are like ... Chocolate Bars
Sweet, smooth and they usually head right for your hips.

Men are like ... Blenders
You think that you need one, but you're not quite sure why.

Men are like ... Coolers
Load them with beer and you can take them anywhere.

Men are like ... Copiers
You need them for reproduction, but that's about it.

Men are like ... Curling Irons
They're always hot, and they're always in your hair.

Men are like ... Government Bonds
They take so long to mature.

Men are like ... High Heels
They're easy to walk on once you get the hang of it.

Men are like ... Horoscopes
They always tell you what to do and are usually wrong.

Men are like ... Lawn Mowers
If you're not pushing one around, then you're riding it.

Men are like ... Lava Lamps
Fun to look at, but not all that bright.

Men are like ... Laxatives
They irritate the shit out of you.

Men are like ... Mascara
They usually run at the first sign of emotion.

Men are like ... Mini Skirts
If you're not careful they'll creep up your legs.

Men are like ... Noodles
They're always in hot water, they lack taste, and they need
dough.

Men are like ... Parking Spots
The good ones are already taken and the ones that are left are
handicapped or extremely small.

Men are like ... Weather
Nothing can be done to change them.

Men are like ... Plungers
They spend most of their lives in a hardware store or the
bathroom.

Men are like ... Popcorn
They satisfy you, but only for a little while.

Men are like ... Placemats
They only show up when there's food on the table.

Men are like ... Snowstorms
You never know when he's coming, how many inches you'll
get or how long he will last.

Men are like ... Used Cars
Both are easy to get, cheap, and unreliable.

Men are like ... Vacations.
They never seem to be long enough.

~ Taken from my milist. "Thanx for the posting sweetie... It's nice post! LOL " ~

ReaL Me

What I get?
What you get?
It may be an illusion
And we may only want to believe
That we have got

What I say?
What you say?
If we don't express
Our thoughts and feelings in words
They may not be understood nor reach

The present time
Starts here

A woman never runs away
A woman never hides away
In order to survive
You should not want to be healed
Without fighting

A woman never shows her fears
A woman never shows her tears
In order to survive
You should not easily
Show your tears to someone

What I need?
What you need?
Maybe it's all right
So long as I have desires
And am not satisfied

What I lose?
What you lose?
Maybe I have heard enough people saying
That they knew the value of something
Only after losing it

Love
It's here

A woman could be dangerous
A woman could be generous
In order to survive
We cannot always be
So good girls

A woman could be having fun
A woman could be like a nun
In order to survive
We cannot be kind to others
Before we know pain

A woman never shows her fears
A woman never shows her tears
In order to survive
You should not easily
Show your tears to someone

A woman could be having fun
A woman could be like a nun
In order to survive
As I know
You see the real me

~Taken from ayumi lyrics. Love it! So-called "Girl Power"!`

Thursday, September 6, 2007

When we share ...

When we share laughter,
There's twice the fun;
When we share success,
We've surpassed what we've done.

When we share problems,
There's half the pain;
When we share tears,
A rainbow follows rain.

When we share dreams,
They become more real;
When we share secrets,
It's our hearts we reveal.

If we share a smile,
That's when our love shows;
If we share a hug,
That's when our love grows.

If we share with someone
On whom we depend,
That person is always
Family or friend.

And what draws us closer
And makes us all care,
Is not what we have,
But the things we share

"Always look at the Big Picture ..."

Hmmm... someone has forwarded this to me.
Don't u think this is the best to describe that God always stay n protect us wherever n whenever we are?

Wednesday, September 5, 2007

Live Free or Die Hard

Ok. This is totally have nothing to do with any of Bruce Willis movie.
U know what's that mean?
U may choose to live free on ur own - live the way u wanna be, or u're dying so hard try to reach ur dream that is live free as the way u wanna be. Confusing, huh?!
Who said that they could stand on a way which they're driven by sumone else in their life - who decide which way they should go on their life, telling them how to live their life, make decision for their life, do what people tell u so??? Then please stand up n just leave this blog. Coz this ain't about being such a damn 'too nice' person or so called 'just-do-what-people-told-u-to-do' person.

When u live just for another people's sake, not for ur own sake, u just do what people think is good. Do u think sumthing that another people think is good also good for u too?! Then what do u live ur life for? Is this ur life or someone else's life?
When u can't help just let people decide ur life n told u what to do just because u wanna see them happy, even u must sacrifice what u really wanna do, WOULD UR SMILE BE TRUE?

For everyone, u are always perfect. Everything u did just perfect. Every decision u took just perfect. So, the things u got supposed to be perfect too. But what happen then if sumday u dissapoint them, doing sumthing that they think "unperfect". Why people keep telling u what to do in ur own life, ur own journey? Why people keep watching u, seeing ur life such an reality show? Why people always complaining n comparing one to another? People always see each other from the outside. Since they can't see what's the real inside. They just judge it from the cover. What they see is what they got.

What's wrong with the decision we take?
What's wrong with the way we choose?
What's wrong if we just do what we really want to do?
What's wrong if we just wanna live free all the way we want?
What's wrong to live for our own sake, coz this is our life, not theirs?
Whose life this life is supposed to be?

Sumthing that's good for other people, not always good for us. Everyone got their own sites to look. But people just don't wanna understand about that. The last option just live free (happily enjoying ur life with noone else tell u what u have to do) or die hard (dying day by day coz u live ur life just for the other people's sake - suffering). That's the definition of mine.

"We are all rowing the boat of fate,
The waves keep on coming and we can't escape,
But if we ever get lost on our way,
The waves would guide you through another day."

Monday, September 3, 2007

On His plan

Everyone longs to give himself completely to someone,
To have a deep soul relationship with another,
To be loved thoroughly and exclusively.

But GOD to a Christian says,
" No!! Not until you are satisfied, fulfilled, with giving yourself totally and unreservedly to ME,
To having an intensively and unique relationship with ME alone.
Discovering that only in ME is your satisfaction to be found;
Will you be capable of the perfect human relationship that I have planned for you.

You will never be united with another until you are united with ME,
Exclusive of anyone or anything else, Exclusive of anyother desires of longings.

I want you to stop planning! Stop wishing!
And allow ME to give you the most thrilling plan existing,
One that you cannot imagine.
I want you to have the best.
Please allow ME to bring it to you.
Just keep watching ME, expecting the greatest things.
Keep experiencing the satisfaction that I AM.
Keep listening and learning the things I tell you,
You just wait- that’s all - Wait!!!

Don’t be anxious, don’t worry!!
Don’t look around at the things you think you want,
Just keep looking off and away to ME,
Or you will miss that I want to show you.

And then, when you are ready, I will surprise you.
With a love far more wonderful than anything you have ever dreamed,
You see, until you are ready and until the one I have for you is ready,
and I AM working even at this moment to have both of you ready at the same time)

Until you are both of you ready and satisfied exclusively with ME and the life I have prepared for you,
You won’t be able to experience the love that exemplifies your relationship with ME.

And this is the perfect love, and dear love,
I want you to have the most wonderful love.
I want you to have the most wonderful love and I want to see in you,
in the flesh, a picture of your relationship with ME.

And I want you to enjoy materially. The everlasting union and beauty and perfection and love that I offer you with MY SELF."


~ Source : Unknown ~

"Lord, i lay myself in You ..."

Friday, August 31, 2007

Change within ourselves

When I was young I prayed, God give me strength to change this world. But when I grew up I realized that was impossible, and I changed my pray, God give me strength to change my country. But it never been came true and I realized that was impossible too.

Then when I was an old I prayed, God give me strength to change my family. The same was happen no significant change in my family. Now, when my time will up, I realize that what I need is to change myself, so I pray, God give me strength to change myself.

You know, if I changed my self from the beginning, I might have power and changed my family. By their supports I might have changed my country. And if I succeed changing my country, I might have more power and changed this world.

Sometimes what we need to change... everythings is by changes ourselves.

Thursday, August 30, 2007

Program baru Jakarta : Uji emisi mobil???

Pagi ni sambil siap2 ke kantor sambil nonton JakTV, pas lagi survey pendapat masyarakat tentang adanya isu program jakarta yang akan mengadakan uji emisi mobil dan menilang mobil2 yang tidak memiliki sertifikat uji emisi. Well, this is what i got then i mind :

Kalo mo uji emisi, yang pertama musti dibenahin itu:
1. BAJAJ.
Bajaj oh bajaj. "Kecil-kecil Cabe Rawit" kayaknya cocok banget buat kendaraan satu ini.
Tanya kenapa??? Body kecil, tapi asap nya itu bo! BUANYAKK! Ampun2 dahh... Belom lagi, plus suaranya yg asli berisik bangeeettt. Uda polusi udara plus polusi suara. What a "good" life! (Well, can't deny that bajaj tuh kadang bermanfaat bgt pas lagi tujuan ke tempat2 yg uda deket ). Tapi tetep aja gw benci bgt liat bajaj dgn asapnya yg mengepul-ngepul. Asli menggangu bgt!
2. Bus
Gw pernah liat bus2 tua yg uda bobrok n lusuh bgt dengan asapnya yang berwarna ITEM. Asli ITEM n mengepul buanyak! Can u imagine that? Oh my god, at that time i was thinking : pantesan bumi makin panas aja. Polusi makin parah aja.

Nah, kalo menurut gw seh kalo mo benahin masalah polusi di jakarta paling pertama yah yg angkutan umum dah. Yah maklum lah tuh kendaraan kan sebagai sarana untuk cari nafkah bagi para supir angkutan umum ini. Masalah kendaraannya bikin polusi or ga kan, IT'S NONE OF THEIR BUSINESS. Yang penting kan cari duit. Mana punya waktu or uang untuk dialihkan ke masalah polusi ini??? Abis tuh baru lah yang urutan terakhir tuh mobil2 pribadi n motor.

Ikss.. Sumtimes i just feel pity for this earth. Kesadaran kita tentang lingkungan masih kurang (including me, also . Yah kira2 tau lah apa yang ada dalam pikiran orang. Masing2 pasti punya pemikiran kalo "One person action can't affect to the world". Padahal efeknya itu malah sebaliknya loh!. Apalagi pas bis nonton "THE UNCONVENIENT TRUTH" tentang Global Warming itu. I'm just wondering ampe berapa lama lagi bumi ini masih bisa dijadikan tempat untuk hidup. Mungkin sumday kita musti cari planet laen untuk hidup karena bumi ini ga bisa ditempati .

Monday, August 27, 2007

We Are HeRoeS

Quote of the day : "We are the hero of our own story."

Great! How can u explain this?
We are making our own movies or serials? We are the "james bond"? Or we are sum kind of "indiana jones" in sum "adventure" world? Or we are the "traveller" in this journey of life?

Yes, it is. And yes, you are!

My friend of mine see his own life as a GAME. Yeah, the game of life (since he's the game maniac, i guess; spending his day along with playing games ;p). Once he has told me about how he see his life. He think that this life is a game, and we are the player a.k.a. hero in that game. We take adventure; there are trials n challenges, and love it or hate it, we must take those trials n challenges if we wanna surpass to another level. And once we've surpass that trials n challenges, we got points and we can move to another level.

In that "game' we also have to take decision whether we have to choose a way from so many ways offered by the game. And it's all about the CHOICE, once u've chosen the way u wanna surpass, u gotta take the risk of the way u've chosen urself. Coz there will be no turning back. In the end, if we can surpass that all, we experienced many things. We then become stronger and stronger.
Oh there are also be winner or looser. If we wanna survive and win in this "game", we must struggle and do the best we can. So, whether u win or lose, it's all about the decision n the choice we make. That is the GAME OF LIFE!

Me. I wanna survive and be the winner in this "game!

So, HOW DO U SEE UR LIFE?

Friday, August 24, 2007

Poem of A Desperate Girl

Ever stay up all night just to cry away the pain,
Hoping the madness and visions won't drive you insane?

Have you ever just felt the need to call up anyone in the world just to say how you feel, and want to explain how badly you wish you were real?

Ever feel like you're hiding behind a mask to hide who you really are,
Hoping the real you isn't very far?

Have you ever just wanted to ask someone who you are because you don't even know,
You've acted out some one else so many times it's for the real you too show?

Ever just want to lie in God's hands and cry for the rest of your life,
in this madness world of strife...?

Wednesday, August 22, 2007

T.I.M.E

As we grow up, we learn that even the one person that wasn't supposed to ever let you down probably will.

You will have your heart broken probably more than once and it's harder every time.

You'll break hearts too, so remember how it felt when yours was broken.

You'll blame a new love for things an old one did.

You'll cry because time is passing too fast, and you'll eventually lose someone you love.

So take too many pictures, laugh too much, say too much words you wanna say and love like you've never been hurt because every sixty seconds you spend upset is a minute of happiness you'll never get back.

Because we CAN'T turn back the TIME ...

Tuesday, August 21, 2007

Four People You Will Meet in Life

Life is the process of finding love; every person will need to find four people in their life.

First person is you,
Second person is the one you love most,
Third person is the one who love you most,
And the fourth is the one you spend the rest of your life with.

In life, firstly you will meet with the one you love most, and learn how love feels. Because you know how love feels, so you can find the person who loves you most. When you have experienced the feeling of loving others and being loved, you will then know what it is you need most. Then you will find the person who is most suitable for you, to be able to spend the rest of your life with.

Sadly, in real life, these three people are usually not the SAME person.

The one you love most doesn't love you.
The one, who love you most, is never the one you love most.
And the one you spend your life with, is never the one you love most or the one who love you most. He is just the person who happens to be at the RIGHT PLACE at the RIGHT TIME.

WHICH PERSON ARE YOU IN OTHER PEOPLE'S LIFE?

No person will purposely have a change of heart.
At the point in time when he loves you, he really loves you.
But when he doesn't love you anymore, he really doesn't love you anymore.
When he loves you, he can't pretend that he doesn't.
Same goes, when he loves you no more, there's no way he can pretend he loves you.

When a person doesn't love you and wants to leave you. You must ask yourself if you still love him, If you also don't love him anymore, do not keep him just to save your pride. If you still love him, you should wish him happiness, and hope that he will be with the one he loves most, not stop him from it. If you stop him from finding true
happiness with the one he loves, it shows you already don't love him, And if you don't love him, what rights do you have to blame him for a change of heart?

Love is not possessive;
If you like the moon, you can't just take it down and put it in your basin, But the moonlight still shines upon you. In other words,
when you love a person, you can use another method of possessing the person.
Let him become a permanent memory in you life.
If you really love a person, you must love him for what he is.
Love him for his good points, and the bad, You can't wish for him to become like what you like him to be just because you love him. If he can't change to become what you like him to be, you don't love him anymore.

When you really love a person, you cannot find a reason why you love him, You only know that no matter when and where, good mood or bad mood, you will wish to have this person be with you.
Real love is when two people can go through the toughest problems without asking for promises or listing criterias. In a relationship, you have to put in effort and give in at times, not always be on the receiving end. Being away from each other is a type of test, If the relationship isn't strong, then you can only admit defeat. Real love will never become hate.

When two people are in love, They love to ask each other to swear, to make promises. Why do they ask each other to swear and promise? Because they don't trust each other, they don't trust their lover. These swear and promises are useless;
Till the sky falls, till the ocean dry, my love for you will never change!
We all know that the sky will never fall; the ocean will never dry,
Even if it does happen, are we still alive by then?

Be careful when making promises; don't make promises that you cannot keep.
Swear by things that can never happen, because it can never happen, so no harm just saying it casually.
Remember, swearing by things that can never happen are the most touching!!
In a relationship, what you say is one thing, but what you do is another;
The one saying, doesn't believe;
the one listening, also doesn't believe.

~ Author : Anonymous ~

"I've been keeping this article for a long long time ago. Dun really remember where did i get this? Yet still love it n automatically kept in my mind! And i really love to share it to everyone in this world. This great article with deep meaning!"

Monday, August 20, 2007

WORRY - THE REAL ENEMY

"Do u worry too much about everything, every minute every hour??? Check this out!"

~ Author: Steve Goodier ~

What does it mean to worry? The Latin concept of worry describes a turbulent force within a person. Worry is a heart and mind in turmoil.

The ancient Greeks thought of worry as something that tears a person in two and drags that person in opposite directions. It is like opposing forces in deadly conflict within the very being of the individual.

The word "worry" itself comes from an old Anglo-Saxon term meaning to choke, or strangle, and that is exactly what it does - it chokes the joy of living wage right out of its victim. And it chokes off the energy to improve one's condition.

There is a place for healthy concern, but too often our concern turns into fearful worry. And worry, more than the problem, becomes our real enemy.

Some people have worried for so long that they have become good at it. Just as we can become good at any attitude or behavior if we practice it enough, we can also become good at worrying. Worry is habit - a habitual response to life's problems.

I rather like the attitude of the late United Methodist Bishop Welch. When he reached the age of 101, he was asked if he didn't think a lot about dying. With a twinkle in his eye, he replied, "Not at all! When was the last time you heard of a Methodist bishop dying at 101?" Maybe one reason for his longevity is that he never developed the habit of worry.

Next time you feel yourself worrying, be like the frogs - they eat what bugs them. Decide to no longer practice needless worry and instead practice peace. Replace your habit of fearful worry with the habit of courageous action. As Harvey Mackey has said, "Good habits are as addictive as bad habits and a lot more rewarding."
Practice joy. Practice faith. And practice courage. Soon your life will be too rich and full for worry.

Saturday, August 18, 2007

No Me Ames

"Dont love me" >> "You don't love me"

Tell me why you're crying...
Of happiness.
And why are you drowning?
for loneliness
Tell me why you take my hands so strongly, and let your
thoughts carry you away

I love you so much
And why is that?
Crazy stubborn person, stop doubting it any longer
Even though in the future there will be a huge wall
I'm not afraid, I want to fall in love

Dont love me, because you think that
I may appear different
You dont think its right
For us to see time go by together?
Dont love me, I understand
the lie that it would be
If your love, I don't deserve, dont love me,
just stay another day

Dont love me, because I am lost,
Because I changed the world,Because its destiny
Because it can't be, We both are like a mirror,
And you would be my own reflection
Don't love me, you would be dying
Within a war full of regrets,dont love me to be on this
Earth, I would like to throw your enormous love
thru the blue sky.

(SHORT BREAK)

I dont know what to say to you, that's the truth
When people want to, they know how to hurt
You and I will depart, they would not move,
But in this sky dont leave me alone

Dont leave me, dont leave me, dont listen to me
If I say to you "dont love me"
Dont let me. Do not disable
my heart with that "Dont love me"
Dont love me, I'm begging you, leave me with my bitterness
You know well, that I can't, that its useless,
That I will always love you

Dont love me,because I would make you suffer with this heart of mine
that was filled with a thousand winters.
Dont love me,so that way you can forget of your gray days.
I want you to love me, just to love me
Dont love me, you and I will fly,
With with the other, and we will always be together
This love is like the sun that comes out after the storm
Like 2 comets on the same path

"This song is so sad yet very romantic, with a DEEP n BEAUTIFUL piece of lyrics. Very touching! Love this song :)"

Wednesday, August 15, 2007

"Interesting" Jakarta

Who said Jakarta isn't interesting place to live?
I've been living in Jakarta for few years. So far so good ... still survive, i mean.
Well, here's the fact:
1. Traffic.
The traffic in here is very "interesting". Maybe u wouldn't find any traffic like this in any country, or would u?? There are always n always TRAFFIC JAM whenever n wherever u go. NO DOUBT! If u could go "smoothly" ur way on the road, well then it's ur lucky day! The vehicles keep increasing year by year, instead the road get more crowded n crowded day by day. So, let's say if u wanna go some place which takes half an hour to go, in here mostly and at least u need to add more 15 minutes to an hour to take u to ur destination. So, u waste ur time n energy about half an hour or could more or less (depending) CRAWLING on the road!
By the way, there are really "u-got-ur-way-i-got-my-way" principle here. If u are a pedestrian, "u got ur way" to go. Dun have to bother the vehicles: the car, the motorcycle, n all public transports, when u wanna pass the road. Just go on ur own, they will notice u n take action depend on u.
If u are the driver of ur own car, i just can say, u gotta be a FEARLESS, CAREFULLY, CONCERN MUCH on another user who will suddenly "appear" in front of ur car, u know, in order to avoid u'll hit another user or their vehicle.
If u are the driver of the public transport, the road is "YOURS". Whenever n wherever u wanna stop ur vehicle, u just stop. No need to bother another user, even u would cause sum big traffic jam behind u. Mind my own business here! Nah, their principle is "u got ur way, i got my way. But if ur way were stucked bcoz of mine, just got ur another way, this is my way". Interesting isn't it?
If u are the driver of motorcycle, the road is all urs too, as long as u got any chance of space where ur motorcycle could go through. U got ur way, rite?

2. The Government
Let's just take a little sample: Once u made some mistake, u hit the road when the light still red n u get caught by a police man. They can be very nice n practical as long as u give them money. U got ur way to go. Got money, got no problem. Got no money... oh no,here's ur problem. "Interesting"!

3. The Environment
Since the road are always crowded with all vehicle, u can imagine how the air would be. U can't find any fresh air here, accept u go to some higher place like mountain.
As i said, as long as they got their own way, they don't care to another. Ur pipe polluted the air. No problem. It's not ur problem. U dun care. As long as u still could use it to travel or make money for u. Just leave it to the earth to take the rest. The earth? It works so hard but can't help with it. Keep warming n warming. No choice, till the end of the world ...

4. The people
"Mind ur own business" really reflects the people in here. We either can throw garbage/trash anywhere we want. Noone would bother. The principle here is, "as long as mine is well, screw another. Hey, don't we live so practical? We can do anything throw everything whereever we want. We just live the best we can be for our own. We don't care about the other thing in this world. We care NOTHING for this world. We care about OURSELF ONLY.For example, we can throw the trash to the river, the lake, the ocean, wherever we want. Noone will notice that until once it happened to disease, flood, pollution here n there. Who would BLAME on who??? "Interesting" people!

SO, who said Jakarta isn't "INTERESTING"?

Tuesday, August 14, 2007

Error Mind of An Error Girl

Another day goes by...
Fiuhh... Thanx God finally can get it through well!
Still getting stuck,actually. I mean.. Well, we are human-being, never feel satisfied, rite? For example: Today u're so dying want to have yellow shoes, then you got it. U were happy for a while that u already get all u want. But in the next day, u saw another girl wearing the red one. Then u felt that ur yellow one is not all u want anymore, u want that red one too. Suddenly u were not happy anymore for all u got, coz u want another one. U got depressed by urself, thinking if u can get the red one too. Then it came to another day finally u got what u were waiting for, the red one. The next day, u see another girl again wearing the blue one... Now u were desperate to have the blue one. Then the rest, it's all the same thing rolling over n over again ...

Auw! What a bad example i've got for this 'unsatisfied' thing!
Too long, no point! (uhh.. i'm a bit error today, i guess. hehehhe...)
Well2, i mean.. i know that i should be grateful for all i've got, for all i've become today. I've so many people who love me so much. Got a good enough life.
Yeah, u can say that i love my life!
Then why i make it complicated with all these deep thought n keep analysing those uncertainty things in this world till i get myself so desperated???
By this, maybe i can confess that i'm a complicated person.
Life is simple yet complicated sumtimes.
Life is wonderful yet got many misteries to confuse us.
Is it my life simple but just my mind that so complicated then i turn it all to complicated???
No. I believe no one in this world wishing their life to be complicated.

Oh God, i just wanna reach my dream n have a better life than i have now.
It doesn't mean that i dun appreciate for my good life right now, i just want MORE.
If i do all my best, could i reach that dreams???
"What A Human I Am that Never Feel Satisfied! "
Gotta relax my mind a little bit... Lalalalalalalalalalala...

Funny Poem

I wrote your name on sand, it got washed
I wrote your name in air, it was blown away, then
I wrote your name on my heart and I got heart attack.

God saw me hungry, he created pizza
He saw me thirsty, he created Pepsi
He saw me in dark, he created light
He saw me without problems, he created YOU.

Twinkle Twinkle Little Star
You should know what you are
And once you know what you are
Mental hospital is not so far.
The rain makes all things beautiful, the grass and flowers too
If rain makes all things beautiful, why doesn't it rain on you?

Roses are red, violets are blue
Monkeys like you should be kept in zoo
Don't feel so angry you will find me there too
Not in cage but laughing at you.
When your life is in the darkness,
pray to God ask him to free u from darkness
And if after you pray and you are still in darkness,
please pay your ELECTRICITY BILL!

" Got this poem by sum website.
This is my long-last fave FUNNY POEM.
Always love this! I laugh every time i read this!
Hope u can laugh like me too, whenever u read this poem! Hehehhe...
Smile to Bright Ur Day!
By reading this, hope it could bright ur day too!
Have a Wonderful Day! "

Friday, August 10, 2007

Stuck in Da Middle


What should i do?
Where should i go?
Feel stuck
Standing in the middle
Can't see the way
Feels like want to give up right now
But... no way
Can't just easily give up

I'm so tired
Looking here
Searching there
Pursuing what?
What do i really want?
What do u really want?
Where's the light?
A lot of teories n philosophies
But when u're facing the real one,
Can those teories really help?

I only got myself right now
Can't depend on anything
It's only me who can help myself
Mind just get complicated
Life is simple, yet complicated sumtimes
People can turn it more complicated
Life, what a journey!
Still a long long way to go ...

Another Philosophies in Life (for a Great Mind) -

Success is to get whatever you want, happiness is to love whatever you got.

The fear of Lord is the beginning of wisdom

Woman are like firearms, they are dangerous only inexperienced hands.

If you can not be a clever person, be a kind one.

Bird need nests, spiders need webs, people need friendships.

Love is the most sacred of all spiritual bonds.

Our wisdom comes from our experience and our experience comes from our foolishness.

He that can control himself while achieving victory will gain a double victory.

Experience people cannot be easily deceived.

Anyone can do anything if he believes and yearns for it.

Takes 20 years to build a good reputation but needs 2 seconds to ruin it.

Time lost cannot be found again.

It's better to have a plan yet undone, rather than having none at all.

Thinks as one who can act, act as one who can think.

Habit makes everything easy.

It is easy to criticize, but difficult to create.


== Author : Unknown ==

Philosophies in Life (for a Great Mind)

Anger is a condition in which the tongue works faster than the mind.

You can't change the past but you can ruin the present by worrying over the future.

God always gives His best to those who leave the choice with Him.

A hug is a great gift... one fits all. It can be given for any occasion and it's easy to exchange.

Laughter is God's sunshine. Take time to laugh for it is the music of the soul.

If anyone speaks badly of you, live so that none will believe it.

Do what you can for who you can with what you have, and where you are.

"Wishing your day be filled with love and peace!" :)

Communication is very important in marriage!!!

A Polish man moved to the USA and married an American girl.
Although his English was far from perfect, they got along very
well until one day he rushed into a lawyer's office and asked him if
he could arrange a divorce for him - "very quick."

The lawyer said that the speed for getting a divorce
would depend on the circumstances, and asked him the following
questions:

LAWYER: "Have you any grounds?"
POLE : "JA, JA, acre and half and nice little home."
LAWYER: "No," I mean what is the foundation of this case?"
POLE : "It made of concrete."
LAWYER: "Does either of you have a real grudge?"
POLE : "No, we have carport, and not need one."
LAWYER: "I mean, What are your relations like?"
POLE : "All my relations still in Poland."
LAWYER: "Is there any infidelity in your marriage?"
POLE : "Ja, we have hi- fidelity stereo set and good DVD player."
LAWYER : Does your wife beat you up?"
POLE : "No, I always up before her."
LAWYER: "Is your wife a nagger?"
POLE : "No, she white."
LAWYER: "WHY do you want this divorce?"
POLE : "She going to kill me."
LAWYER: "What makes you think that?"
POLE : "I got proof.
LAWYER: "What kind of proof?"
POLE : "She going to poison me. She buy a bottle at drugstore and put on shelf in bathroom. I can read, and it say, 'Polish Remover'

Wednesday, August 8, 2007

Between Teory n ReaL Life

There so many teories in life. Philosophy here, philosophy there...
U've read so many philosophies, u've learn so many teories.
U've known them so well till u can recall it in ur mind over and over again,
but when u facing the REAL life, none of them can be used!
Teories or what they so called PHILOSOPHY ...
in this real life, it's DEFINITELY DIFFERENT!
Coz when u were facing the real one in ur life, all those teories just blew awayy...
Eventhough maybe some of them were true, but still u can't just depend on those teories while u're facing the complexity of ur own REAL LIFE!

DisGuiSe

Have you ever felt some kind of emptiness inside
You will never measure up, to those people
You must be strong, can't show them that you're weak
Have you ever told someone something
That's far from the truth
Let them know that you're okay
Just to make them stop
All the wondering, and questions they may have

I'm okay, I really am now
Just needed some time, to figure things out
Not telling lies, I'll be honest with you
Still we don't know what's yet to come
Have you ever seen your face,
In a mirror there's a smile
But inside you're just a mess,
You feel far from good
Need to hide, 'cos they'd never understand
Have you ever had this wish, of being somewhere else
To let go of your disguise, all your worries too
And from that moment, then you see things clear

I'm okay, I really am now
Just needed some time, to figure things out
Not telling lies, I'll be honest with you
Still we don't know what's yet to come

Are you waiting for the day
when your pain will disappear
when you know that it's not true
what they say about you
you could not care less about the things surrounding you
ignoring all the voices from the walls

More Than It Seems

Is my imagination running away
Or is all this really happening to me
Am I a princess in a far away land filled with fantasy

Where is reality and what are the actions that will define who I am?
I am holding onto the visions I've seen of what I could be
It's what I should be

More than it seems these dreams inside
Blur reality's line
If I could believe the dreams aside
I am capable more than it seems

Passing through darkness into my own world
Will I be more than when I left
Never letting go of the lessons I learned
This will make a change
A change within me

This time I won't run away
I found the strength to face life's long days
This time I won't run away ...

Monday, August 6, 2007

A New Day : New Beginning, New Hopes

Have u ever experienced in ur lifetime, that everything u've done in a whole day ... well, u just felt that, it was wrong all the way?? And then it came to tomorrow when u woke up in the morning n ur mind suddenly flashed back for the yesterday and then u just regret it. U suddenly became so upset to urself, wondering urself : "what i've done? why did i do that? how could i be that way n bla blaa... ?!?!?".
U couldn't stop those thoughts rolling n rolling in ur mind. And what u've got in the beginning of ur day just a bad bad mood, the spirit that keeping u down. U feel urself just a mess, n u hate it! U hate urself suddenly but u can't help it!
Actually, it should have been another good beginning day in ur life. When u wake up in the morning, when a new day has come, there should be a new beginning in another day, a new hopes in ur life. And with those thoughts, u would got a new spirit to begin ur day again.

Actually, it happened to me. n i hate this coming to me, but just can't help it. Frankly i gotta say that i had some bad habit. U know, speaking about humanity, we as human being, tend to make things complicated. We tend to complicate our life with those thoughts, can't stop anylizing those uncertainty things in this life.
U know i had this habit when i always got my mind keep circling around, around, around.. There's always a time when i got myself can't stop my mind thinking about many thing n everything in this world, till i felt like my mind was gonna BLEW UP! Duarrrr...!!! Then it turned me down! Suddenly i felt my life just a mess. Sucks! I felt tired. Felt enough wit this whole life! Hmm... u see what a bad habit it is for me, right?!?!?

But sumtimes i do got a good spirit too! There's once i let myself so down, n then i would suddenly awake again. Cheering myself up. Thinking about any good thing in this world, thinking about what i should be grateful about this life, thinking about my family and my frenz and those people who love me. Then i feel better!
The time i got myself that better feeling, i just cheer myself up n up! Then i would take a deep breath. Doing sumthing weird, crazy, or funny, doing sumthing to bright my day again, then i just SMILE n talking to myself, "Keep fighting! Dun give up! There's no use thinking about past when we can't turn back time. All i can do just keep moving forward. Today is a new day. A new beginning, a new hopes; to make things better."

Life is a choice, right?
Which day u wanna take, a GOOD DAY or BAD DAY?
I appreciate my life.
I wanna enjoy this life well, no matter how hard it is.
I wanna make my life more ALIVE!!!
God leads my way. Amin..

Thursday, August 2, 2007

God vs Prayer

God : Did u call Me?

Me : Call You? Nope .. Who's this?

God : This is God. I hear ur prayer. So, I want to have a chat with u.

Me : Yes, i do pray a lot, only to make me feel better. But i'm busy right now, really busy.

God : Busy of what? Ant is also busy.

Me : Well, i don't know. But for sure, i even don't have any time. Life such as being rush. Any time become busy time.

God : You're right. Activity makes u busy. But productivity gives u result. Activity takes time, Productivity releases time.

Me : I understand that. But i still can't help it. Actually, i didn't expect God to have a chat with me like this.

God : I want to solve ur problem with time, by giving you some clues. In this internet era, I want to use some more comfortable medium for you than by dream, for example.

Me : Ok, now tell me, why is the life become so complicated?

God : Stop analysing life. Just let it flow. Analyse what made it become complicated.

Me : So then why we human never feel happy?

God : Today is tomorrow what u had worried yesterday. U are worried because u analised. Feel worried becomes ur habit. That's why u never feel happy.

Me : But how come we don't worry if there are so many uncertainty.

God : Uncertainty can't be avoid. But worry is a choice.

Me : But, there are a lot of pain because of uncertainty.

God : Pain can't be avoided, but Pain is a choice.

Me : If the pain is a choice, then why good people always suffer?

God : Diamond cannot be polished without friction. Gold cannot be purified without fire. Good people go through trials, but don't suffer. With that experience, their life become better not bitter.

Me : U mean that bitter experience is useful?

God : Yes. From all sides, experiece is a though teacher. Experience teacher gives trial first, understanding comes later.

God : But, why do we have to get through those things? Why we couldn't live without problems?

God : Problem is trial which in order to increase the power of mentality. The power within yourself is dragged from struggle and trial, not mockery.

Me : Actually in all of this problems, we didn't know where to go ...

God : If u look outside, then u will not now where to go. Just look inside.
Look outside, u are dreaming. Look inside, u are awake.
Eye gives u sight. Heart gives u path.

Me: Sometimes failure made me suffer. What should i do then?

God : Success is a measurement made by other people. Satisfaction is a measurement u mande by ur own.
Knowing ur destination will more satisfying than knowing that u are still moving.
Work with compass, let the other people rushing with time.

Me : In these hard times, how can i keep myself motivated?

God : Always look into how far i've been walking, than how far left i must walk?
Always count on what u have to be grateful, don't count on what u haven't got.

Me : What is interesting from human being?

God : When they are suffer, they ask "Why it must be me?"
When they are happy, none of them ask "Why it must be me?"

Me : Sometimes i'm wondering, who am i, why am i here?

God : Stop searching for who u are, but decide who u want to be. Stop searching for why i am here. Create ur destination.
Life is not process of searching, but process of creating.

Me : How can i get the Best in this life?

God : Face ur past without regret. Hold this moment with faith. Prepare the future without fear.

Me : Last question. I often feel that my prayers are not be answered.

God : No prayer is UNANSWERED. Mostly the answer is NO.

Me : Thank You Lord, for this wonderful chat.

God : U're welcome.
Tough in faith, and throw the fear.
Life is a mistery to solve, not a problem to get over.
Believe in Me.
Life is beautiful if u know how to live.

"HAVE A WONDERFUL DAY! =) "

Wednesday, August 1, 2007

Female Counter Attacks

Man: Where have you been all my life?
Woman: Hiding from you.

Man: Haven't I seen you someplace before?
Woman: Yes, that's why I don't go there anymore.

Man: Is this seat empty?
Woman: Yes, and this one will be if you sit down.

Man: Your place or mine?
Woman: Both. You go to yours, and I'll go to mine.

Man: So, what do you do for a living?
Woman: I'm a female impersonator.

Man: Hey baby, what's your sign?
Woman: Do not enter.

Man: How do you like your eggs in the morning?
Woman: Unfertilized.

Man: Your body is like a temple.
Woman: Sorry, there are no services today.

Man: I would go to the end of the world for you.
Woman: But would you stay there?

Man: If I could see you naked, I'd die happy.
Woman: If I saw you naked, I'd probably die laughing.

Man: If I could rearrange the alphabet I'd put u and i together
Woman: Really, I'd put f and u together

"I love this jokes anyway.. so Girl Powerrr!!! Huahahhaha... LOL "

Monday, July 30, 2007

Dreams = Happiness+Success

Everyone has a dream. Everyone want to reach that dreams they've been keeping, (maybe) since they were child.That's why there are people who keep fighting and never give themself up until they reach their dreams.
I used to had a lot of dreams. I think one person can have more than one dreams; something they wanted to be, something they wanted to have, something they wanted to reach, next in their future.

When i was child, i dreamed to be a fashion model, walking in catwalk.
When i was teenage, i still dreamed to be a model, but i was thinking about being a career woman.
When i was in college, i wanted to be a successful business woman (some chic business woman, definitely! ;p).
Now, my dream is to pursue the happiness and success.

I dun know for sure, since when this thought come into my head, brighten and open my mind about this conception about 'dreams'.
In my opinion, this is not about 'what' you wanted to be, 'what' you had dreamed (and until now, you still has that 'will' to reach that dreams!), or how you might think that you got yourself some 'ridiculous' dreams (that you are afraid to let people know about your dreams, 'coz you think they would laugh at your dreams, coz they think it's not realistic).

At this moment, what i do and have now just so far away than what i've been dreaming before. But, i'm grateful for what i am this time. Eventhough i can't reach that dreams, but there are still another thing 'worth' replace that dreams i have had before.The important thing is, i am happy.

This is one great phrase i got and still hanging around my mind (i couldn't remind where did i get this phrase before??? ;p) :
" Success is to get whatever you want, Happiness is to accept whatever you have."

By this, i don't mean to stop someone to keep pursuing their dreams.
My point is when you get yourself down and still push yourself too hard just try to fulfill your own dreams;
when you are stuck in some thought that you think you are a loser only because you can't fulfill your dreams till this moment,
just stop that thought, and get another conception about REACHING YOUR OWN DREAMS.
Anyway, they can make you feel better..!
Cia Yooo & Never Give Up!

Coz God doesn't require us to Be the Best,
He just want us to Do our Best,
And He will take care of the Rest!

VoiLaaaaaaaa... =)

Saturday, July 28, 2007

SmiLe by HeaRT

She face up her life with brave
She look up the world with smile
Even she had so many trials upon her
Even she had failed once
Even she had been lost once
But she's standing still

She doesn't afraid
She never lose her faith
She keeps her dreams and hopes
She keeps fighting
She fights so hard than anyone else
She never let herself to give up

She is proud of herself
She enjoy to be herself and love all the way she is
She loves her life all the way it is
She appreciate her life no matter how hard it is
She is grateful for what she has

She has been through much enough things
in her journey of life
She get stronger and stronger than yesterday
Eventhough sometimes she might feel down
'Coz she know this life always full up and down
Eventhough sometimes she might feel tired
'Coz she think she has had it enough
Eventhough she cried once
But then she would smile twice,
Smile by her face
Smile by her heart.

Thursday, July 26, 2007

God can ...



When you feel unlovable, unworthy and unclean,
When you think that noone can heal you,
Remember, Friend,
God can.

When you think that your are unforgivable
for your guilt and your shame,
Remember, Friend,
God can.

When you think that all is hidden
and noone can see within,
Remember, Friend,
God can.

And when you have reached the bottom
And you think that noone can hear,
Remember, my dear Friend,
God can.

And when you think that noone can love
the real person deep inside of you,
Remember, my dear Friend,
God does.

Monday, July 23, 2007

You're scared… you'll fall
sometimes it seems impossible
but your hopes…and dreams
are closer than they seem

Why not?
Give yourself a chance
Nothin's gonna hold you back
Everything you want is right there waiting
Whatcha wanna do
Gotta have some faith in you
Don't you know
That you can have it all

If you TRY
AND YOU JUST BELIEVE
YOU CAN…YOU WILL
REACH INSIDE
DON'T BE SCARED TO DREAM
YOU'LL NEVER KNOW UNTIL
UNTIL YOU TRY…JUST TRY

You’re fears..and doubts
They find a way to break you down
But it’s not.. the end
You get right back up again

Why not?
Give yourself a chance
Nothin’s gonna hold you back
Everything you want is right there waiting
Whatcha wanna do
Gotta have some faith in you
Don’t you know
That you can have it all

If you TRY
AND YOU JUST BELIEVE
YOU CAN…YOU WILL
REACH INSIDE
DON’T BE SCARED TO DREAM
YOU’LL NEVER KNOW UNTIL
YOU TRY…

What’s the matter with believing that you can do anything
Take control and make the future what you want it to be
That’s when you’ll see

If you TRY
AND YOU JUST BELIEVE
YOU CAN…YOU WILL
REACH INSIDE
DON’T BE SCARED TO DREAM
YOU’LL NEVER KNOW UNTIL
UNTIL YOU TRY
AND YOU JUST BELIEVE
YOU CAN…YOU WILL
REACH INSIDE

DREAMS ARE POSSIBLE
YOU’LL NEVER KNOW UNTIL YOU TRY…

" Taken from Hayden Panettiere lyrics..
Kinda sum fighting spirit n motivation words! Yihaaa...! ;p "

Saturday, July 21, 2007

In The WaTeR

Take a look at this!
How lovely these pictures are!!!
Photograph nowadays is amazing, isn't it?
Love it. Love it.Love it!!!
Love it so much, anyway! Unique!!!























Thursday, July 19, 2007

I WILL MOVE THE ROCK

Author: Unknown

A man was sleeping at night in his cabin when suddenly his room filled with light and the Savior appeared. The LORD told the man he had work for HIM to do, and showed him a large rock in front of his cabin. The LORD explained that the man was to push against the rock with all his might.

This the man did, day after day. For many years he toiled from sun up to sun down, his shoulders set squarely against the cold, massive surface of the unmoving rock, pushing with all his might. Each night the man returned to his cabin sore and worn out, feeling that his whole day had been spent in vain.

Seeing that the man was showing signs of discouragement, Satan decided to enter the picture by placing thoughts into the man's mind such as: "You have been pushing against that rock for a long time, and it hasn't budged. Why kill yourself over this? You are never going to move it."

Thus giving the man the impression that the task was impossible and that he was a failure, these thoughts discouraged and disheartened the man even more. "Why kill myself over this?" he thought. "I'll just put in my time, giving just the minimum effort and that will be good enough."

And that he planned to do until one day he decided to make it a matter of prayer and take his troubled thoughts to the GOD. "LORD," he said, "I have labored long and hard in your service, putting all my strength to do that which you have asked. Yet, after all this time, I have not even budged that rock by half a millimeter. What is wrong? Why am I failing?"

To this the LORD responded compassionately, "My friend, when I asked you to serve me and you accepted, I told you that your task was to push against the rock with all your strength, which you have done. Never once did I mention to you that I expected you to move it. Your task was to push. And now you come to me, with your strength spent, thinking that you have failed. But, is that really so? Look at yourself. Your arms are strong and muscled, your back sinewed and brown, your hands are callused from constant pressure, and your legs have become massive and hard. Through opposition you have grown much and your abilities now surpass that which you used to have. Yet you haven't moved the rock. But your calling was to be obedient and to push and
to exercise your faith and trust in My wisdom. This you have done."

"I, my friend, will move the rock," says the LORD.

At times when we hear a word from GOD, we tend to use our own intellect to decipher what He wants, when actually what GOD wants is just simple obedience and faith in HIM...

"By all means, exercise the faith that moves mountains; but it is still GOD who moves the mountain."

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I think i might simplify this nice article into this quote:
"God Doesn't Require Us To Be the Best,
He Just Want Us to Do Our Best,
And He will Take Care of the Rest."

~ God Bless Us ~

Wednesday, July 18, 2007

What I've Done

In this farewell,
There’s no blood,
There’s no alibi.
‘Cause I’ve drawn regret,
From the truth,
Of a thousand lies.

So let mercy come,
And wash away…

What I’ve Done.
I’ll face myself,
To cross out what I’ve become.
Erase myself,
And let go of what I've done.

Put to rest,
What you thought of me.
While I clean this slate,
With the hands,
Of uncertainty.

So let mercy come,
And wash away…

What I’ve Done.
I’ll face myself,
To cross out what I’ve become.
Erase myself,
And let go of what I've done.

For What I’ve Done

I start again,
And whatever pain may come.
Today this ends,
I’m forgiving what I’ve done.

I’ll face myself,
To cross out what I’ve become.
Erase myself,
And let go of what I’ve done.

Forgiving What I’ve Done.

"I love this lyrics! Refers to what everybody will have in every single step of their journey of life. One of Linkin Park new singles. Really Rocks!"

Punctuation

An English professor wrote the words:
"A woman without her man is nothing."
on the chalkboard and asked his students to punctuate it correctly.

All of the males in the class wrote:
"A woman, without her man, is nothing."

All of the females in the class wrote:
"A woman : without her, man is nothing."

Punctuation is Powerful.

Butterfly Man... MYSTERIES OF NATURE!

IS THIS REAL OR NOT??? CAN U BELIEVE THIS???















Tuesday, July 17, 2007

Funny Pictures

These pictures are very funny... Take A Look and Have Fun With It! Heheheh...

"Surrender Cat... Look at that expression?! LOL"


"Damn! What A Shot!!!"


"The REAL Desperate Housewives. Tempting, isn't it? ;p "


"Bad Spelling???"


"BUILT-IN AIRBAGS"


"Is this LOUD ENOUGH for you?"


"Bad Decision?"


"My Piggy Bank After Filling My Car Up ..."


"Shocking Accident; Damn! What A Poor Car..."


"POLICE HARD WORK???"


"McBURNT"


"Well, I'd Rather Hold It!"


"PILE UP; Quequeing please..."


"Sorry... I'm in a rush!"


"Hey... Let Me Explain, OK?!?"


--- Life is short. Enjoy and Appreciate Ur Life! ---

Monday, July 16, 2007

Cubs or Pork Chops???

In a zoo in California, a mother tiger gave birth to a rare set of triplet tiger cubs. Unfortunately, due to complications in the pregnancy, the cubs were born prematurely and due to their tiny sizem, they died shortly after birth.

The mother tiger after recovering from the delivery, suddenly started to decline in health, although physically she was fine. The veterinarians felt that the loss of her litter had caused the tigress to fall into a depression. The doctors decided that if the tigress could surrogate another mother's cubs, perhaps she would improve.

After checking with many other zoos across the country, the depressing news was that there were no tiger cubs of the right age to introduce to the mourning mother. The veterinarians decided to try something that had never been tried in a zoo environment. Sometimes a mother of one species will take on the care of a different species. The only orphans that could be found quickly were a litter of weaner pigs. The zoo keepers and vets wrapped the piglets in tiger skin and placed the babies around the mother tiger. Would they become cubs or pork chops?
Take a look........ you won't believe your eyes!!









"Well2, this is kinda amazing u know! Wondering about HOW THIS COULD BE???, but actually don't know why i'm still not too sure this will work for a long term. Don't know what's gonna happen if the mother tiger find out what her babies really are... (But it depends on the condition if only the mother tiger has that instinct.)Who knows???"

"What A Wonderful World! GOD ALMIGHTY ANYWAY! Hehehehe..."